So after ten long years this happened.. I’m so incredibly grateful to have such an amazing man. This year has been a lot of emotional ups and downs for me.. and I mean A LOT. But it’s behind me now. I’ve got my head on straight. An amazing man beside me. And the absolute best friends anyone could ask for. I went through something traumatic almost a year ago and I didn’t think I would ever recover. Someone hurt me more then I have ever been hurt in my life.. brought me to a place I never thought I would be. But I am proud to say I pulled through. I am stronger now then I ever have been. I have learned a very, very valuable lesson.. and am extremely guarded, as I never should have stopped being. I wasted a very, very long time and will never get that time back. However, I’ve learned from my mistakes and I’m looking forward to the last year of my 20’s being phenomenal. I actually can’t wait for my thirties. I will be married. I’ll have children. I will own a house in the country. Have more pets. It’s going to be absolutely incredible. My fiancé has an amazing job, we’re MORE than financially secure. He gets tons of paid vacation which allows us to travel a ton. I’m so, so happy with where I am in life.
aanndd now I’m busy planning a wedding!! My MOH is already dragging me to a bridal show next month, my mother in law to be couldn’t stop asking me questions on the phone this morning, my OWN mother is going crazy. I’ve spent the entire day on pinterest and etsy and have already ordered my will you be my bridesmaid cards. I’ve been engaged two days and it’s already been crazy! Plus I have a bachelorette party, bridal shower and engagement party to get ready for. Oh goodness this year is going to be crazy.
Bottom line is, I’m so, so happy. Everything happens for a reason, and I’m still trying to figure out why I was forced to go through what I did for four long years. I’m still recovering. But for now at least I finally know..
Everything will be ok.